Today was not a good day study-wise for me. I am losing steam and frustrated at myself and at everything around me. I need some sort of motivation. I don’t think I’ve felt this helpless and hopeless at everything before.  Horrible day.

I am getting more and more easily irritable as the days go by - perhaps because impending doom is near.  But here are things that I have found obnoxious over the past few days:

1. The rain.  Why does God hate me?  Doesn’t he know I have tennis to be played?
2. People who say “I’ve never seen YOU here before!” or “What are YOU doing here” when they see you at the gym.  This is incredibly obnoxious.  If the point is that you know the other person goes to a different gym regularly and it actually IS strange for you to see them at this particular gym, fine.  But otherwise, you are the reason this country is getting fatter.
3. The workers in the library.  This is not their fault.  Nor is it really the school’s fault, since things have to get done and the summer is the best time to do it.  But MAN can they create a ruckus on the third floor with their loud clanging.
4. Of course, the Bar.