I feel: demotivated.

I no longer feel inspired to do BarBri.  I feel like there is too much information for my little brain to contain.  I am running out of pockets of knowledge and am too apathetic to create new ones.  I no longer score as high as I would like to on my practice questions.  I grow weary of lecturers’ bad jokes.  I no longer want to do this.

However, I am finally delivering on my promise to myself to take tennis lessons this year.  This is something I’ve been meaning to do since the beginning of this year (really, since my undergraduate tennis classes), and tonight is my first of ten private lessons.  Needless to say, I am pretty excited.  I hope these lessons pay off.  I would like to not suck any more.